Going Private

I hate to do this but with everything that has happened to me in the past few weeks, I feel it is best... My computer got spyware on it so now I just feel violated.... So I decided to make this private too... So leave your email on here... Even if you browse my blog and don't leave comments but still want to look at it let me know... As long as you arent some creepy person I will allow you to look at my blog... I am doing this for my protection as well as Madi's... Plus with Jason being gone right now, I don't need anything to happen... Its a crazy world out there!!!

Pics coming soon from Easter Eggs hunts and the 103 WKDF Birthday Bash concert I went to last night. There was Marshall Rain, Lee Bryce, Bucky Covington, Steven Cocrin, Trisha Yearwood, Trailor Quior (holy cow there were so freakin awesome, hilarious!!!!), Restless Heart and Randy Owen. It was a blast....

I STILL don't have a computer!!!

Some pics Jason emailed me....

Jason emailed me some pics today! I was super excited. He sounds great and is doing well.... He will be going to an outpost next week and communication will be scarce when he gets there. So I take all I can get right now. Im at work so I can't write much more, I still don't have a computer at home.. SUPER SAD!!!!!

Driving to the outpost that he will be staying at...

You can see the kids chasing the trucks.... They are looking for anything they will throw to them. Jason said they threw them water bottles cuz its all they had...
Get out of the road ass.... hahah sorry I couldn't resist!!
Jason and our old neighbor Russo.....

Easter Pics of Madi

Well my cousin came over and was nice enough to bring her laptop! I had to take advantage and use it to post the Easter pics of Madi I took. I think they turned out way cute!! I love them! And I found these little cabins that we went and took the pics at. She is becoming the poser....

I am posting these pics for now and then when I get my computer up and running I will post the rest of the pics for my project!!

NO COMPUTER!!!

So my computer is at it again. I have been infested with spyware and without spending 500 bucks 2 fix it, its dead.... Nothing in the world can fix it. Which it really came at a crappy time. Jason is gone and pretty soon our only communication is gonna be internet and now I don't even have a computer.... I'm really frustrated and don't know what to do. we don't have the money to buy a new one right now. granted I do have internet on my phone and that is where I'm posting this blog from right now. it should only take me about 2 minutes to type this but instead its takin me like 10... I was looking on the apple website last night and they have good computers for photography stuff and they give a military discount!!! the military does have its perks every so often! so we will see... and it sux to cuz I can't send pics to jason or post about my project 456.... so I'm sad right now, but I will get it figured out! Hope all is well with everyone!

I've been hacked

If anyone gets any messages from me on email or IM ignore them. My computer has been hacked and I feel violated.... So as of right now I can't post pics or anything. Im surprised I can do this much! I will let you all know what happens and when this is over with....

Project 456

So I have seen many people doing this "project." I thought it would be fun to do it while Jason was gone... Since my camera is attached to my hip anyways I may as well put it to use right!! So about this project. I have only seen it be called Project 365 but since Jason will be gone for 15 months, I named it Project 456!! That is ABOUT how many days are in 15 months..... So the project is to take 1 picture everyday (obviously I take usually more than one a day!) for the whole 456 days. A picture of something that reminds you of that day, or something you did that day. Or whatever you want it to be. Then you just put the story or the reason why you took that pic!! So here is the start of mine....

This really isn't the start but its another pic from when Jason deployed....

03/18/08

Obviously for DAY ONE I took a pic of my cell phone... This thing will be attached to my hip as well now...

03/19/2008

Madi was being so cute today. She was so happy and loved on me every minute. If she saw me crying she would come and pat my back and hug me... She is the sweetest thing. So I gave her a bath and then came and laid her down with me.. We got her all bundled up so she would be cozy and warm... This pic reminds me of how she makes me feel!!!

03/20/08

I walked outside this morning on my way to work and saw this image right above me. I thought it was so cool. The first thing that came to my mind was love... Maybe its a sign that Jason is sending from across the miles... (you know XOXO!!) just in case you werent with me on the whole X thing!!

03/21/08

So we bought Madi some new shoes.. I absolutly love them!! I think they are adorable. This girl is potty training right now so she loves to be naked.... She was running around naked with just these shoes on... But of course I didn't want to take a pic of her naked body... So I said do a pose and she went up against the wall and did this with her feet... She cracks me up.... She sure was being awful sassy to me while grandma was on the phone tonight though. But I couldnt help but laugh cuz all I saw was a naked bum and cheetah shoes!!! And now as I speak she is trying on some of my clothes!! But I do have to say that Madi is doing SOOO well with potty training. I can't even take credit for it, cuz she is pretty much teaching herself! I am so proud of her. And when she sees me sit on the pot and hears it she says yeah mom high five!! So stinkin cute!!!

First night alone.....

My world has been crushed.... I can't believe the time has already come for him to go again. It was so hard watching him say goodbye to Madison, Aleah and Alyssa... Knowing that Madi will be 3 1/2 when he gets back. Thank you to everyone for your phone calls, texts, emails, flowers, cookies and dinner. I have a HUGE support group that I am so greatful for.... I could not go through this time in my life without it... So thank you to everyone for your support.

Come home safe and soon my love.....

A SMALL update!!

So my computer crashed.... So I have been without it for a little bit now. I have been using my computer at work to post the last few blogs.. But mine is up and running now and I am VERY sad to say I lost EVERYTHING... THANKFULLY I saved ALL my pics the day before it happened. I would have been so lost without all my pictures! So needless to say I am uploading them to the computer now. But I have a few pics to post for now!!


I chopped my hair!!! I love it. Its dark and short!! here is a pic of Jason and I at the park with Madi!! He was showin Madi how to be a monkey!!!

And here are some pics I took at my friends deployment on Monday. It just hit me on Monday that Jason is leaving so soon. It is less then a week now and it breaks my heart... What hurts the most, is that Madi is like "wheres daddy" whenever he is not around... Man o man.....

This is my friend Erica, she is wearing her hubby's ring while he is gone so he doesn't lose it. Same thing I will be doing next week....

Perrin and Erica

Pete and Lauren before he gets on the buss.... They are my old neighbors!

This picture makes me so sad. You can just see the pain in her face.... This is Stephanie and Garrett... Luckily she only lives like a mile from me!!

What makes me sad about this pic is that baby will be walking and talking when he gets back. This is Perrin and Erica.....

I found a CHALLANGE!!!

So I was reading Amelia's comments that people leave on her photo page. And of course one thing leads to another when reading blogs and before you know it I become what people these days are calling a "blog stalker"... Im not a creepy one though I promise. And usually when I visit blogs I will leave a comment just sayin I stopped by, unless I visit them regularly then I only leave a comment every once in awhile.... But sometimes I am like so I saw a girl who left a comment on this guys page who left a comment on my friends page who left a comment on my sisters page and that is how I found you.. haha Just sounds funny. But non the less, I found a fitness challange that I am ALL about. As many of you know, I am trying to lose weight. I was doing really good for a few weeks, then of course life gets in the way and I put it on hold. But up to date I have already lost 15 pounds.. Which is amazing to me and I have bought 2 new pair of pants that are one size smaller!!! GO ME!!! With Jason getting ready to deploy I figure I don't need to wait til he leaves to get back into the swing of things, I need to do it now and make it a habit for my life..... So back to the beginning I was reading a comment on Amelia's photo page and I clicked on that persons blog (but I LOVE to look at photo blogs on because that is what I am trying to become and seeing other peoples work just amaze me), this girl is a photographer too, her page is http://natalienortonphoto.com/, and I was scrolling through her pictures and then I see a blog posted "Love to Hate You" it caught my attention so I read it. And its about her friend who is a motivating person, which totally reminded me of my sister. I can relate to that story because my sister is so driven at EVERYTHING she does, I strive to be as driven as she is, but I run out of energy. She is a BALL of it!! Anyways check this challenge out. Do you want to do it with me?? I like it because she puts the spiritual aspect into it too!! How cool!!! Here is a link to the challenge page..... k well as soon as I figure out how to do that then I will put it up here!!! But you can go to her photo page and scroll down to Love to Hate you and click on that!!!! I WILL FIGURE IT OUT THOUGH!!!

I DID IT AND ALL BY MYSELF!!!!

GETFITCHALLENGE

So much going on

I have so many things to update on here, I just need to find the time. I get up at 5am get ready for work, go to work, get home anywhere between 2-5 (depending on when I leave work!). But when I get home the last thing I have been wanting to do lately is get on the computer. I have been doing a few more photo shoots too so that has kept me busy, getting ready to send Jason off within a few weeks, I will let you all know when he leaves, I just can't post on here what date he is leaving. We went to East TN over the weekend. We had all 3 girls and Madi loved every minute of it! She was SOOOO sad when Aleah and ALyssa went back to their house.... We took the girls to the Ripleys Aquarium (pics coming soon!) and on a Jurassic Parkk boat ride and walked around in Gatlinburg and Pigeon Forge. That place is so beautiful, right in the middle of the Smokey Mountains!! Anyways I gotta go get ready for work since it is now almost 6am and I need to be leaving the house!! But I wanted to give a quick update and I will post some pics soon. OH I also have pics of Madi and Dexter playin in the snow when it actually stuck on the ground! So fun!!